Post by aQuila on Apr 5, 2004 10:06:21 GMT -5
Bailey moved on... it muz have been a straining life for her... from one owner to another to another... though i spend less den a yr with her, life muz have been straining for her... after her first still born... my desire of having a bb got better of me to get hold of a male companion for her... She once again got preggy, but it was a very long gestation period... almost three months... and it was a very farnie birth... five days b4 Miracle was born, bailey gave birth to a still born again.... i tot all hope was lost and was set to NOT make her preggy again... but five faithfuldays later, she gave me a pretty bb... a strong and independent bb... it muz have been a very straining birth, exactly one week after the dawn of miracle... Bailey moved on... she passed on, quietly... peacefully...
Bailey had really been the joy of my life... she thot me how to cherish... i spent alot of time at home to accompany her... there was this beautiful bond between us... She noes me and only me in this house... a very independent lady... beautiful gal whom i fell in love with the moment i set my eyes on her... though filled with illness, we fought the battle together... She got cured... Its like we are linked emotionally... she seems to noe when i am down... and i guess she noes my desire to have a pretty bb... she with her health to keep the bbs inside her for so long... till she gave up on one of them... and still presented me with one whose character and responses towards me is like a total replica of Bailey herself... yet with the beautiful coat of Joey's color...
it really seemed like a tough battle... after that day, bailey's temperaments went back to normal... quiet and responsive towards me... but i can see that for the first few days, she drinks alot of water... about a litre a day... yup... alot... to produce alot of milk for Miracle i guess... but since sat, she slowed down in eating or drinking... jus lies there to nurse Miracle... But the milk did make Miracle a very strong soul... a beautiful strong BB... She made sure that Miracle was able to survive on its own b4 letting go... she gave me a beautiful gift in exchange for the life of her own... i noe she did jus that... i could feel it... She was so peaceful in my arm last night... for the first time she kept licking my hand... kept on doing that... i didnt understand... but now i do... she was greeting me fare well... she left me when i was in school... when i rushed home. her body was still warm... but life was there no more... MIracle kept calling her... but there was jus no respond... i noe i have to let go... i will learn to let go...
*BAiley, i'm sorry i cried... You noe how i love you so much... You have my word that i will take great care of Miracle.. No one will replace you from my heart, i'll shower all my love for you on your gift to me... i thank you for this gift... but if i knew that in exchange for this gift is u leaving me, i will never have gotten a male to mate with you... i'm sorry sweetie... I LOVE YOU...*